SONG

YOUR heart is a music-box, dearest!
With exquisite tunes at command,
Of melody sweetest and clearest,
If tried by a delicate hand;
But its workmanship, love, is so fine,
At a single rude touch it would break;
Then, oh! be the magic key mine,
Its fairy-like whispers to wake.
And there's one little tune it can play,
That I fancy all others above,-
You learned it of Cupid one day,-
It begins with and ends with "I love!" "I love!"
My heart echoes to it "I love!"

REMEMBER

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

In Memory of my uncle..... John Richard Watkins..... May his legacy live on.

PRELUDE

HOW could I love you more?
I would give up
Even that beauty I have loved too well
That I might love you better.
Alas, how poor the gifts that lovers give—
I can but give you of my flesh and strength,
I can but give you these few passing days
And passionate words that, since our speech began,
All lovers whisper in all ladies' ears.

I try to think of some one lovely gift
No lover yet in all the world has found;
I think: If the cold sombre gods
Were hot with love as I am
Could they not endow you with a star
And fix bright youth for ever in your limbs?
Could they not give you all things that I lack?

You should have loved a god; I am but dust.
Yet no god loves as loves this poor frail dust.

Of Love

They said to him "Speak to us of Love."

He looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them.
And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his feathers may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so he is for your pruning.

Even as he ascends to your height
and caresses your tenderest branches,
So shall he descend to your roots
and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

All these things shall love do unto you
that you may know the secrets of your heart,
and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only
love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you to cover yourself
and pass out of love's door,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh,
but not all of your laughter,
and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives nothing but itself
and takes nothing but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say,
"God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course of love,
for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.

TO ALL MEN

To all beings that are called men

I say to you today, Love your woman.

Cherish her with all your heart and be slow to anger.

I have paid the piper,

I am still paying the piper

I did not keep to the road

I angered, I forgot to cherish but I still loved.

It did not help.

So again I say to all beings that are called men,

Love your woman,

Cherish her with all your heart

And be slow to anger.

It’s the only way

MY APOLOGY

19^th June. 2012

Dear Waithera,

Well, I really messed up this time. I'm sure you're getting used to that by now. But this time, I know you're really mad and hurt. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. It was stupid, and I didn't mean to do it. Most of what I said and did I can’t even remember, but it was stupid any way. 

Although I love you from the bottom of my heart I made you feel that things are more important for me than you. Through this letter I want to say sorry for hurting you and for all the mistakes that I made in the past. You know how I am in expressing my feelings. When I am furious, I don’t know what I am saying, how I am verbalizing. But you know how much I love you and care about you.

I did not realize how much my presence meant to you. When you wanted me to be with you, I was busy with my problems. I never thought about your situations and ignored your emotions. I am sorry for taking you for granted and not considering you as a part of me, though I really meant that.

Baby, I am really sorry, and I hope you understand that I feel terrible for putting you through so much pain. I can’t stand to see the tears in your eyes, and I feel horrible for being the reason foe it. Please forgive me my love. I promise to improve and will give and provide you all that you deserve.

I understand that this hurt your feelings because it was insensitive and uncalled for. I feel like hearing your interpretation of this situation has made us stronger as a couple. If I could take back what I did, I would. I can't, so I'm hoping we can move forward together.

If you can find it in your heart to forgive me, I'd like to grovel in person. You know I love you more than anything in the world, so feel free to unleash your wrath. I'll take it. I absolutely deserve it.

I love you, Waithera Kinyanjui, and I am so sorry. Just know that I'm looking forward to the many mistakes we'll make together in the future.

Your idiot better half,

Glenn Kotengo